due to the fact that what happened is OVER, i'll publically display my new xanga url, but i am done with THIS xanga for good, though.

http://xanga.com/aliciathegreatone

that's my new xanga... bookmark it, visit it, comment in it, flame it.. whatever. it's here to stay bye bye kiddies!

---Alicia

Well, all of the xanga crap is so dumb. I mean, we all write here, and pour our hearts out to the world. We tell the world what's on our mind, and we get a slap in the face for it... well I'm done with this xanga.

I'm hurt that he doesn't take my word for it, but at the same time, I'm getting what I deserve... but I'm not going to be using this xanga anymore. I thought it'd just be a hiatus from this site, but I have a xanga with my boyfriend & I'm going to start a new xanga as well. If you want the username, IM me, email me, or comment here & MAYBE I'll give you the username. [most of you, I'll comment on your xanga or IM you and give you the username, though]

So, here is the end of the end... this xanga was a way for me to express what I really felt on the inside, and it ended up stabbing me right in the back... the truth won't set you free. Everyone wants to hear what they want to hear, and fuck the world if they think differently.

Well, I'm not putting up with this shit anymore. I told myself last night that if I'm asked to be in a play next year, I JUST MIGHT do it. OTHERWISE, I'm not going to be a part of the Kennedy Drama Club next year because... well... there's too much drama. [who'd have thought?] So, basically... it's as if I graduated with the rest of the seniors in the KDC.

So, here's my goodbye. I'm glad for the times I had with this xanga... I made some pretty good designs for this xanga. BUT NOW IT'S TIME TO SAY GOODBYE.

[I have another 2... so no worries to all of the people that I know would miss me if I was really leaving]

Goodbye.

--Alicia

NO YOU'RE NOT CRAZY... I HAD SOMETHING WRITTEN HERE, BUT I ERASED IT.

well, i took the nsl hsa today. that was sorta swell even though i was dizzy and cold after the fact. so since the class was so freezing cold, me & casey went to the bathroom [escorted hahaha *pees in pants laughing*.. not literally] & ran the hot water over our hands then used the hand dryer thingie & got them all toasty warm... hhhhhhhaaaaaaahhhh that was heavenly!

the reason i erased this entry was because of this next part... i found something out from a friend last night & it made me very happy, but then today it's making us both very confused... *scratches head* too much crap has happened to me... damn, i can't even begin to explain.

yesterday, huan IMed me, and i kinda said "wow you never IM me". & arthur IMed me the other day outta the blue... & i said the same thing. it's kinda like, the nice way of saying "damn, you never talk to me in school or IM me, but when you want something you IM me"...........gee, I have such great friends. [don't worry, there are more... I only got IMs from them, though]

well, i dont care though because, as Amelia said "me u & lili make a good threesome!" [then she corrected herself & said trio but it was a funny mistake] & so i don't care... you don't need a lot of friends in high school... just good friends. [quality not quantity]

...my mom just pissed me off. she was like "you know you're not getting on the computer tomorrow. it's the boys day to get on the computer" thanks SO FUCKING MUCH mom... gee... we might actually have to walk somewhere & be chased by the damned cicadas or something...

anyway, as i was saying, today i thought someone was ignoring me, but... i was ignoring them!!??? so it was all a figment of my imagination... i'm slow. i'm sorry. i know.

life is happy... i'm blessed. how about you? CHEER UP KENDRA! I LOVE YOU!!!!! I HOPE U KNOW U CAN ALWAYS CALL ME IF U NEED TO! [942 7145]

well, bye my lovelies! <33Alicia

FINALLY, I'M GOING TO SLEEP IN A GOOD MOOD, AND I DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT CRYING TONIGHT!

WHOA